as i look at my post last sunday... it's hard to believe that i had such a wonderful people around me that made me smile through the years...good reasons enough to still hope for a better tomorrow despite loosing someone close to my heart...sometimes it takes a lifetime to accept how life change us...sometimes...it can only take a second to bring us back to reality...i can only that the loneliness will be enough reason for me to strive to be happy once again...and to those who ever felt left behind...its not actually true...it's just a part of what our life supposed to be...to be broken like a seed to grow and as we grow we made other people happy and as time pass by and learned so many things, we also have to let others take our part and leave them behind...its just a matter of when and how we will going to leave this place...i hope that i can make a difference if not to the world atleast to my family who knows me more than anybody else...