people has a lot to say to others...always have a lot of comments to give...a lot of ways to deal with life... if all these brilliant mind gather together in one room...i don't think a better world will be born...speak not what we do not know...blink an eye to things that are outrageous but don't over do it...we can speak for spectacular things or events or actions...but don't expect that we can always make things right if they are already done...what am i talking about... i am just trying to express myself...one thing i like about blogging...a graffiti where i can write anything...and it will be my responsibility not yours nor to anyone...and that is what we call freedom...but freedom also sometimes become the poison that kills itself slowly...i hope one day i can learn to say something worthwhile...for now...i just want to say that my everyday life starts and ends with nothing....just listening and watching and reading to peoples claim of what life should be....what kind of house we must built...what kind of work suits a person...and what food is the best to fill the stomach...a pitiful situation for me... i haven't done enough share for mankind...and still i want people to listen and read what my mind and heart contains...i hope as you pass by my "blog"...you can pick up something and leave something also behind...they say no man is an island...i don't want to be an island in the middle of the ocean...yet i am so afraid to share what is inside my heart...i am afraid to offend anyone including myself..i believe that a person who is a sinner should not talk clean...but who else will teach somebody not to become a sinner when the person doesn't know how a sinner is...it's getting more peculiar..my brain is really filled with nothing today...just be yourself..don't let other people tell what you should be... or how to run your life...cause right now... i am like that...i am afraid to run my own life...i am afraid of what will come tomorrow because even today is difficult for me to overcome...and whenever people show their concern to their mother land....i hope they will show concern to their own homes and own parents and families first...i cannot make my family an ideal one...how can i go and lead others to make my country or the world an ideal place to live....just simple as that...a good world will only exist with a good heart and good intentions in mind...and each one of us should search for that...the goodness inside...i haven't fully came across with such...