please lord

i want to think of you as my salvation...
and as i walk through this road of nowhere...
let me see the fading trails i need to remember...
let the pain in my heart not to vanish...
let the wounds though healed have scar...
for i want to linger how i walked to reach this far...
promise i will try not to be bitter with my life...
tears will never stop from coming...
though hurting, i must take the steps further...
happiness though seldom comes...
i treasured every moment smiles walk by my side...
and if one night i closed my eyes with gladness...
i hope to see the moonlight in my mind...
for in this journey of my life...
both my hands want to hold you tight...
lead me LORD in every way...
let the tears of pain be lifted upon your name...
though i maybe asking too much from you...
when my journey ends please take me too...
even for a second...let me be with you...
in paradise where your children rest...
though i may not be worthy of such...
please LORD..i know i am not asking that much...