empty

in a place where things are bound by destiny
i couldn't find a way to walk the path for me
my mind is so confuse and so does my heart
its either i want to breath for life
or want to hold the air and die

weakened by my fears i just couldn't move on
and as i stare back from where i was before
its just an empty space that i left behind
yet i couldn't go back to change my sad past

though i promise to start my life a new
i struggle to hold on and still struggling not to feel alone
and as i sit in one corner and search for my lost soul
i am lost for words to describe the emptiness of my own world

as i dream to smile... all i do is weep
as i wish to be strong... all i can be is to be weak
as i hope for the rainbows... the sun couldn't even shine
as i close my eyes for peace... all i have in mind are battles
and as i try to listen to my faith... i fail to have courage and belief