I sprained my hand...whenever i move it or twist it...i just can't help but scream oooooouuuucccchhhh!!! That is how a real human being reacts to pain...physically and even more...emotionally...and i want to change myself...i want to learn the art of endurance...wow! Endure everything..specially pain caused by those i loved the most...and i think i am getting near the recovery room at this point...hehe...it took me a month to resist the change...and it took me a week to wake up and feel the real thing...after being loved and cuddled like a new born baby...now...i am treated like a real adult...that is how i was taught...that is how i am taking it...and now i want to start a new life...either alone or with some one else...it doesn't matter as long as i am ready to leap my feet on my first step and everything will follow...is it sure??? everything will follow?? well...they used to tell that everything starts with one small step to reach the summit...i hope i am having the right attitude...go girl!!! so with this realization i want to start my diary...come lets start a new life with me...

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