simple wants...

i woke up 6 am this morning...want to start a new day...and i saw my face for the first time...smiling...AGAIN...after not so long time ago... my baby make pupu...gosh...but it feels heaven whenever my baby embraces me...yeah..i have a two months old baby boy and i named him angelo....hopefully...follow the name as he grows up..."pushing my luck"...i am 34 years old...yap...very old......but inside i feel like i'm just 10...hehe...but of course i am matured enough about life...so this morning...to change the routine...i went to bath at 8 am get ready to attend the christening of my beautiful niece...cairine...really...while facing the mirror...i feel some one else is there looking back at me...face is so lightened up..cheeks are blushing...not minding the suture on my tummy...started wearing jeans...hahaha...trying to be cool once again...and my baby who is already asleep that time suddenly open his eyes while i was about to leave...maybe waiting for a goodbye kiss...my brother is waiting downstairs...and while riding the bus on our way...brother is telling me..."i didn't recognize you...if i saw you somewhere else...maybe it will took me sometime to tell you're my sistah"...wow..mesmerized...hehehe...and to cut it short...today is a good day to start my life a new...it doesn't have to be big bang..simple wants will do...simple smile..put on your old jeans...top it up with a borrowed shirt......and an old brown shoes...my life started a new today...and i did not cry for the first time after such a looooonnnnnggggg time...remember...it doesn't take big bang...just simple WANTS.....