today i am finding it difficult to buy a sleep...my Angelo is having fever since last night...the more he couldn't sleep at night...and it really breaks a mother's heart to see his having pain yet he cannot tell you what causing it...but in between his tears he also smiles...that makes me little bit ok...i used to cry over some pains i've been through my life but every time my little angel feel low or sick...it makes me feel like dying inside...i'm so helpless and all i can do is to hug him and kiss him and whisper in his ears that mommy loves him so much...and now i know...it is so great to be a mother...it hurts the more when your child is in pain...i always hope i could make him feel better with my hugs and my kisses...that's all the medicine i can give him without bad side effects...i love you son...