when can you say its too much..and when can we say we had enough???? i told my friend..."sometimes it is better to be a battered wife...you will have all the bruises and will bleed everywhere and people will no longer ask you why you're crying...where you're hurting...and why you're leaving"....its not only the physical pain that kills a person...much more the emotional pain that kills silently...when words cannot be spoken...when screams are not loud enough to be heard...when you want to punch the wall and put a hole on it but your hands are too frail to even make a fist...when your spirit can no longer seem to recognized how to fight for what you think is right not because you are physically abused...but more so...silently hurt by those you love yet they don't even know you're dying inside...its sad that no matter how strong a person can be...life has its own game to play...and it is so sad that not all was able to stand up the fight and win...they say loving yourself more than anybody else will make you a better person..then only you can start loving others..but i say....i live not for myself... i see not for my own eyes...i speak not for my own tongue...and i breath not for my own life...cause if i do...i can no longer cry silently...i can no longer hurt quietly...i can no longer die inside of me....and maybe...i don't have my family...my friends...and those who was once a part of my life...i'd rather love them more...than love myself more...for i know...dying inside is what keeping them alive......
No comments:
Post a Comment