i was switching my mobile on and off..on and off..on and off..wondering when it will blow out...guess i am just frantic when they will finally think about me...hoping they will try to send message and i won't be able to return back the message and they will start thinking what the hell is happening!!!DAAAAAHHHHHH....so far...nobody remembered to remember me.....how frustrating isn't it??? and here i am talking again to myself...and hoping to share this awful feeling...sometimes...they used to tell if you're going to love someone...don't give hundred percent of your feelings otherwise you'll be left with nothing...well...i tried doing that many times...but even if i don't give my all..i still end up getting hurt!!! not that they don't love me in return...i just expect too much than what they can give...or i always expect them to do just like i do...