Friday, March 21, 2008

love and hate...








i walked a thousand miles away to survive

i closed my eyes and ears to avoid pain

i chose to dream of happiness that i don't have

and at the end of the day...

the thousand miles i travelled was just a step behind

the pain i want to run away from... is within my heart

and the dream has always scare me from waking up

i kept a love so deep for all my brothers

i kept a love so deep for my mother

i kept a love so pure to those who crossed my life

and yet love has never return to me...

do i have to weep for my pain?

do i need to embrace the longing?

do i need to search for those that never really gone?

do i have to whisper in the ears of heaven... where the heavens are?

like a bird who just fly without knowing where...

like a flower that blooms not knowing why...

like the river that flows not knowing how...

i want to be clothe cause i know i am cold

i want to be fed cause i know i am hunger

i want to cry cause i know i am in pain

though love can keep the world happy, why am i lonely?

it's not what the heart feels that can make life better...

it's not what the hands can do to make anyone feel warmth...

its not the words we say can save us from anger...

its not for us to do anything to change the wrong to right...

if i have known the answer..then there will be no more questions in my mind

all i know is that i have loved and i have hated

and until this time..there is no reason to believe that love and hate is different


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